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I weigh one-hundred and sixty-three pounds.
My clothes may bulge.
My pants may be tight.
Skinny jeans may not fit.
I like sweatshirts.
I have little rolls on my back,
And my bra makes marks.
I look into the mirror, and I am happy.
Happy that I am who I am.
Happy that my clothes bulge.
Happy that My pants are a little tight.
Happy that I don't envy the anorexic.
One-hundred and sixty-three pounds is me.
I am okay.
I see me, and I am okay.
I see me, and I am accepting and loving.
You are one-hundred and two.
I know you are not happy.
I see your looks,
your grimaces,
your baggy clothes.
I see your frustration.
But I don't see you.
I don't think you do, either.
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The Doll-Maker
A jerky movement catches a tired eye. The doll in the cupboard isn't twirling, her movements uneven and failing. Weathered hands carefully cradle the porcelain girl.
         "Where are you? I need you to tell me what room you're in."
Slower and slower the figure struggles, and she's set gently down on a wooden work-table.
        "Yeah, we've got an overdose. 15-year old girl on Brook Road. Sweetie, you need to stay on the phone with me."
The figure is no longer  beautiful porcelain, her eyes are dim and her dress is fraying.
        "The paramedics are there, they should be coming up the stairs. You can put down your phone now, honey."
A calloused finger brushes painted skin and turns the doll over. A crack radiates from the place where the heart lies, to the golden key lying still.
        "Strap her down, she'
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Literature
The Little Monster
This is the beginning of hopefully a picture book, please be nice. Aimed at "younger" kids.
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It was a starry night in England when a special little monster went wandering down Jabbering Road. The wind howled like a wolf over the stout rooftops, and all the children in the town were sleeping in their beds. Well, except one.
Her name was Anna.
Anna was awake because she had another nightmare, and she started to cry; she was so tired of having nightmares!  "My dreams are never happy!" she wailed
And at that very moment, a certain monster was making his way past her window, and heard little Anna's yell. He gave a snuffle-snort and turned towards the house. With his head tilted, he listened.
"I want to be like everyone else at school! I want to have good dreams!" said the little girl. She was done crying now, and sleep was covering her eyes as she lay her head on her pillow. Her last misty thought was of a scuffling sound somewhere outside.
Outside, our lit
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I know the cook.
I know the cook.
I blink with passive attentiveness as he plods groggily around the kitchen in early morning hours.
Crackles and pops shoot through dust motes from the large, black skillet.
I am content to sit and listen whilst my sleepy eyes struggle to lift away from their dreaming.
I know the cook.
The cool morning air is peaceful as it bears down on chilled countertops.
I remember those mornings of my personal universe.
I wish they could have stayed at times, an eternity of lazy rituals as the sun rose to greet our windows and creep across a little world.
Sometimes before I'm aware, when I can be innocent to life and death in a world more believable than truth, I can still hear shuffling feet on linoleum and the clatter of heavy pans.
I know the cook still cooks somewhere in that world, and in this, at least, I know he's waiting to see me behind my own consciousness.
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Snap
Snap
Chaos, pain, darkness, numb
"Dead... I'm sorry..."
Connections by threads cut without warning,
fraying isn't real.
Life of another already ended,
How did I not feel it?
Screaming and breaking, something reaches out for nothing
Invisible arms scramble for footholds
Crack crack crack
Tears, yelling, "Why?"
Life stops, but,
Somewhere someone is sleeping, someone is laughing,
why are you laughing?
Can't you see my world has stopped moving?
Wait, wait...
Voice is gone, mind goes blank
Cold....So cold
Snap.
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14 years
Things I've learned from 14 years:
1. The golden rule is platinum
2. Wisdom is the understanding that you are as stupid as a lighter made for fish
3. A friend is someone who can enter your thoughts daily when not present and leave an echo in your heart
4. Growing up with someone refers to the ability to glance across the room, meet eyes, and have every toothy or otherwise grin drift across your memory
5. Friendship is made from initial respect, and it's okay to walk away  if that respect is gone
6. Growing up happens too fast
7. The most painful experience anyone can have is learning you won't be seeing another body of life and conscious again. If one were to be fairly coherent during that single instant in which the truth of death was finally revealed to conscious thought, he or she would feel one of the few indescribable emotions. A great yet short catastrophe happens inside the body and something is suddenly gone, the soul grabbing at its wound and in it's distress pushing
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okay, midnight drawing and writing is TRIPPY.

I don't remember doing any of this.

SWEET.
  • Listening to: Regina Spektor
  • Reading: ToTC
  • Watching: The Thornberries:)
  • Playing: Er. Computer.
  • Eating: breakfast
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Amanda
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold
Her early leaf's a flower
But only so an hour
Then leaf subsides to leaf
So Eden sank down to grief
So dawn goes down today
Nothing gold can stay

Current Residence: Hogwarts
Favourite genre of music: Eclectic
Favourite photographer: Emiry!
Favourite style of art: Traditional :)
Operating System: Mac
MP3 player of choice: iTouch
Wallpaper of choice: Something by Alicex....
Favourite cartoon character: ??
Personal Quote: Standing back is the same as promoting: "I did no more than you let me do" -Hangman
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epleno Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
HEY THERE. I DON'T KNOW YOU AT ALL
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Ev-sta Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2011
Thanks for the watch! i appreciate it! :)
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ioszhka Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2011
hey:D, did you find this icon on an lastfm account?
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neverforgethem14 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Haha, I have nooo idea. I saw someone in comments and I asked if I could steal and they just said yes :)
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ioszhka Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2011
nice:D
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LORETANA Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2011  Professional Traditional Artist
:juggle:Thank You for adding my work to Your collection! :juggle:
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AlexandraBye Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for watching :)
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starsandpolkadots Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2011   Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for the watch! :D
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AndiLynn3 Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks so much for the watch!!!!! :tighthug:

~ Hannah
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neverforgethem14 Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:)
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